Lately I have been been feeling a little homesick. Who knows why... Well I know why of course lol. I notice the older I get the more I miss my family and friends when I am away. I have tons of family here in New Jersey and I spent as much time with them as possible. But still I miss my mom, dad, brother, sister, and friends. It's crazy right now I feel like I am missing so much in my friends life especially. Three of my best friends are pregnant right now. My one best friend is going to deliver within the week. It's so exciting. This will be her third child. She is one hell of a person to she is going to make a wonderful mother to her new born baby. But she is already one of the strongest, most amazing mothers and friends I know. My other best friend is three months going on four months pregnant. She has had a hard time getting pregnant in the past. But she is finally pregnant with a little baby boy. YAY! And my other best friend who already has 3 boys is pregnant again. About one month. She will find out if she is going to have twins again shortly. It's things like this that make me miss being home with my friends and there for them. Other than that. It just sometimes feels like I am missing so much.

Things in New Jersey are going well. My brother and I went to Hurricane Harbor with my cousin the other day. It was great fun. Only thing that sucks is that you stand in line for the rides about 98% of the time and 2% of the time actually of the rides. I went in this one ride it's a big tube with lots of twist and turns pretty cool. It takes about all of 10 seconds to get through. Of course I am a little costurfobic, and decided to keep my eyes open most of the time during the ride. And half way through it I started hyperventilating, bc it's pitch black inside the ride, and couldn't see a thing. I thought I was going to have a panic attack. But right after that there was light and I was out of the ride. Oh the ride also made me feel like I have just got a HUGE enema. Any who. I went on a few other rides and the lazy river of course. After my adventure at Hurricane Harbor I went to my Grandparent's Beach House and had the most delicious dinner. I love my Grandpa's cooking. It is simply the best. Sometimes better than going to any Italian restaurant imaginable.

On to other things. I started shooting content for my websites and of course the movie I am directing. First off let me tell you it is so hard to find good talent out here. Or for that matter girls that want to shoot when they are in NYC touring. I understand they are on tour and making a hell of a lot more money escorting than shooting a scene. But I mean some of them should be cool with staying a extra day so we will see how things turn out. Although I have been lucky enough to find a agent out here who has girls in town. Not the most well known girls or known at all but he has girls and I've started shooting them. I've got some good scenes so far.

Well that's all for now... I'll write more later.